finally..? hopefully.

so finally, my healthy vacuum starts now.

i've known for a while that i need to befriend it, but have been too busy fighting it and denying it and escaping it..

i understand and accept that i don't need to fear it or dread it.

starting now, just for today, i will stop fighting it, try accept it, make an effort to make friends with it, and in fact, attempt to welcome it.

*insha allah*