a thousand splendid suns...

what a lovely title.. this is the book that i have been trying so hard to lay hands on ever since i finished reading khaled hosseini's first book, kiterunner. finally i made my way to the book and hopefully i'll start reading it today.

a new low..

this too shall pass.. god, give me strength.

wish i could just set out on a trip into a calm natury place.. maybe a cottage set somewhere in the hills where i could read as i sip steaming hot tea.. n go for walks on twisting roads lined up with trees and foliage on both sides.. sigh.. i wish i could fly away like a bird into nothing, or swim like a fish into nowhere. but then, not really actually. not now. i wanna be away but when i picture that, i see myself alone. n that makes me cold today.. i value and am thankful for what i have been blessed with. god give me strength.