finding my calling

clearly i haven't found my calling - am looking for it and that's what will put everything in perspective and help me be what i am here for. that's the piece i'm struggling with..

and here comes d funny thot dat i so wanted to share as soon as it crossed my mind:

in this google age of fast solutions and quick answers, i am so tempted to type "What's my calling", and be led to FindYourCalling.com. LOL!!! gawd this is hilarious.:)