state of mind

whatever happened to my feeling of being content? what's this new state of mind..

i've been pensive lately, a little unsettled, unlike the way i've been for quite sometime..

in fact, i haven’t been here too much lately.. i haven’t been feeling very inspired. i’ve been feeling some kind of unrest. i think i was in an 'at peace with myself and the universe' sort of state for quite some time till pretty recently. but now that state of mind seems to have been disturbed. i used to be content, at peace, and basically happy. and now i seem to be constantly looking for a sign, a development.. on a lighter note, i guess its just the hormones that are trying their last ditch effort before it’s too late!:)

well i hope whatever it is passes and soon, at that.

**dear kayinaat, pls show me a sign. and bring me my thankful, content state back. thank u.*

cainer sure has a way with words

here's a very interesting excerpt out of what cainer had to say today for ariens. thought i'd pen it down in my virtual space - which is also my connect to the cosmos..

"Contrary to popular belief, our hopes are like rubber balls. Even if they are dashed to the ground, they can soon bounce back. It is our fears and doubts that are heavy and brittle. That's why we instinctively strive to protect them. We wrap ourselves up in the cotton wool of caution, so that our negativity stays safe, even if we accidentally encounter inspiration. "

so true, ain't it?