may..

the month of May is when I turned a corner.

the month was ridden with challenges but I kept trying to deal with them by keeping things in perspective. and each little victory, despite the apparent problems, helped me feel better about myself. the last two days of the month were a test of sorts for me. and the way I coped with it was meditating each morning, and praying for courage, compassion, wisdom, sanity and serenity.. for me to deal with any situation with grace, humor and positive surrender.. and to practice acceptance, forgiveness and gratitude. 

these became my mantras. and they worked.

now, i have started consciously looking for gratitude in every situation.
i am being grateful for the type of problems I'm facing today. and i am thankful that I'm well enough to have these sort of challenges. _/\_