moving on..

..literally and figuratively.

i sometimes wonder how i have seen people's lives change (for the better) in front of my eyes over d past few years. often times it appears mine's been stuck forever n is gonna b stuck forever - it's status quo - without hope. and it doesnt seem to give way, whether i try (however hard) or i do nothing.. the 'without hope' part kills me d most coz i truly am a hopeful optimist. but events seem to indicate n try to convince me otherwise.

have been restless and low since yesterday after a long time.. we sometimes live in denial in the attempt to stay positive - catch 22 of sorts..

yet i hope i would continue to remain positive and attempt to live a better life with each passing day, and finally in/thru that find peace of mind.
*insha allah*