words.. don't come easy..

what shall i write..
i seem to want to say so much
yet the words don't seem to flow
there's so much to express

yet there is emptiness
and silence
not calm, but quiet
a silent turmoil!

i close my eyes
i think of where i want to be
where i was
and where i am headed

i seem to know where i want to go
and i seem to be heading that way too
and yet it feels like i have chains that hold me back
not letting me go where i want to, not letting me breathe

but i won't give up
that's not me
i shall try, i shall persevere
and i shall succeed

at what though..
shall i create a beautiful small world
where there is love, and respect
and peace, and harmony

i sure shall try
and i sure hope i get there
for though i expect time to solve my troubles
i know time is limited, and i have to live my life before it gets over..