joy and pain

living with 'a-ism' does teach me a precious lesson of life.. that joy and pain, happiness and sadness are indeed transient, and that the worst crises, which may seem to suck the life out of you and may seem to mark the end of everything, do indeed pass. so there is hope.
today, i think i feel the way the time traveler's wife probably did..
let go, let god..

ps: god be with you always..