change

to cut a long story short, i took on a tough role at work at a trying time, gave it my best despite it all, and tried to improve things for the better. well, the lesser said, the better. i am glad i did what i needed to, and that i tried. but i also knew the price i was not willing to pay - that of giving up my life. since things were not looking to change, mostly as there was no willingness for them to be changed, i made my decision to move on. i continued to work and give things my best (can't accept lesser than that from myself), learned to say no at times (a new one for me and one that i definitely needed to learn to do), learned to talk the language some people understand (avoidable i guess, but some people just ask for it at times..thankfully these were few and far between).

so at the end of six ultra hectic, difficult months with no respite, i have done my bit, am a tad wiser, and am looking forward to what is next (or next is what?:)). i am at the helm of the change now, and keenly hoping and looking forward for things to turn for the better.