defining moments

life is about those rare n miraculous defining moments where clarity happens, where the cosmos decides to bless us for a few brief moments with crystal clear thoughts and signs, n with almost d snap of a finger we move from despair to hope, or we just make up our minds for a big change, a huge decision, n unexplored journey of life.

i think it happens for me when i allow myself to be one with d cosmos, as i stand atop a hill or amid mountains, breathing fresh air, looking at beautiful green foliage and a clear blue sky for as far as my eyes can see..

i need one such defining moment at this point in life.. pls dear god/cosmos, grant me with one...

status quo

i turned to cainer but he had no answer. he says it'll all blow over. well, if it had to, it would have by now. sometimes i believe cainer knows me personally and is writing the aries piece for me, and yet sometimes i think i wish i didn't believe that..