one of those days

it's one of those days when i have loads of work, and everything i need to do the work..except the inclination..
just that i am a bit sad, distracted, tense, disappointed, unhappy..
i miss mapa.. they were here in gurgaon till 2 days back and i could go meet them when i could.. but now when i feel the need to be with them, they have gone back.. and if i talk to them or meet them in this state, i don't let them know there is anything wrong.. that is therapeutic for me, coz i am not just pretending to be fine. i am fine when i am with them, in their presence where i can feel their love, their kind-heartedness, their warmth.
miss u so much, mapa...luv u both very very much.

zindagi..

zindagi..
kaisi hai paheli, haiii.....
kabhi ye hasaae.. kabhi ye rulaae...