low bug..

am livin quite a maverick existance, if u will.. n livin in the moment.. flowing in the direction the breeze takes me in.. all within the framework i got to follow to pay my bills.. n hv bn happy being this way.. not to say i don't desire the conventional happiness, but i hv come to accept this, n with joy. as i believe i shd live the life i got happily, even if i don't have a 'happy' (as defined by many) life.. n hv bn doin dat well.. with joy, without complaints. n yet have been a tad low lately.. just a tad.. a lil down.. but not out.