oh dear blog, long time.. again..

interesting phase.. there seems to be a lot happening.. in every part of my life.. but nothing in an active way.. but a lot seems to be underway for things to happen.. or so i feel.. it reminds me of the time when i used to say it seems like i am biding time for more to happen at a later stage.. this current phase seems like the next logical step.. its all very slow and steady.. very subtle.. almost like i can sense it since i am a little tuned in.. or maybe its more obvious than that and i am simply taking credit for being more 'aware' and 'receptive'.. essentially, it does seem in some ways like things are moving in some direction.. and i feel things would fall into place and work out in whatever way they can. again on the surface, it isnt so clear.. either way, i think i feel positive and optimistic right now. i almost always do, but these days a lil more.. nothing that i actively wish for.. but i feel something is sort of unfolding.. do i make sense..?:)