more thinking than writing.. eh?

is that true? have i been doing more thinking and less writing lately.. well, i guess that is true and, in fact, has always been true.

i know i haven't been greeting my blog often. n i do miss that. but the interesting thing that has happened a lot lately is that in some virtual sense i have been writing to my blog almost all the time (mostly when i travel and that is a large chunk). and i mean almost consciously writing. ain't that interesting..

however, i think i haven't acquired any such evolved state that would automatically transfer my thoughts to my blog, even though they were meant to be for my blog as i thought the thoughts. does that make sense.. it does to me.:)

so eventually when i opened my blog today, as expected, all those thoughts were indeed missing. i wish i could lay my hands on some such technology maybe (almost matrix style) that would allow a seamless transfer of my thoughts.. i miss the thoughts that i didnt pen down. plus i don't mean to neglect my blog.

overall, i've been pretty good these last few weeks. pretty at peace and happy.

n i've noticed something.. since i don't really ask/pray for anything for myself any more, the moment i think/say absolutely anything inadvertantly that remotes sounds like "i wish...", that wish gets granted fairly quickly. and i feel like i just wasted a wish on something trivial. but i don't regret it.:) in fact, it makes me feel like i am god's favourite child.