al-anon 4

am looking forward to my fourth al-anon meeting today. i think we would read and talk about step 2.

i picked up 'the secret' yesterday. the last time i'd picked it up, it didn't engage me, though it came highly recommended. i always feel one has to be ready for a book. several times, if i don't stay with a book, for whatever reason, i keep it away with the intent to come back to it another time (in another state of mind, where i would hopefully be able to connect with the book). so i did with this book yesterday, because i heard a reference to it last night, and because i remembered finding it and bringing it a few days ago, and actually placing it with other books that i plan to read in the next few weeks/months. so i guess i was coming to that point. i have just read a few pages so far, but this time may be right. i'll see how it goes. and shall keep kayinaat posted.

also, am happy to note that today i made some progress.. i pray for the higher power to give me positive strength, to think positive thoughts, and help me do whatever best i can.